Why
Tell me exactly why

My feelings seem to warp
When you tell me
Exactly what I want to hear
Its happened before
And I’m stupid to realize
It’ll happen again
But I can’t stay away
I keep crawling back
And it doesn’t seem to hurt
But it truly does
And i can’t wrap
My heart around it
I guess I’m to stupid to realize
It’ll keep happening

I believe we could be
We will be
But we won’t be
After it all
We won’t be
I tried to share these feelings
And I never took the time
To see through your eyes
A concept of just looking
Directly at myself
And seeing your point of view
How you felt…
I never did
And I only played myself
In the end

I broke my own soul
With the dreams and wishes
I wanted reality to cast
But reality beat me to my knees
And those dreams
Turned to nightmares
And those wishes
Turned to plagues in my mind

I’ll lie about it all
To protect you
I’ll lie about it all
To protect me
I’ll lie about it all
To keep us in this world
I’ll lie about it all
I’ll lie in the end

I guess in the end
I’ll lose my sanity
And I’ll lose my heart and mind
I am obsolete
These dreams and wishes
Ruined me

Listen
To the sweet melody
Of the piano
Let it
Sweep you off your pretty feet
Encasing you
In a sound so sweet
lulling you to sleep
Let the sound of the piano
Make your thoughts
Flow freely
To explore
Your vast conscience
And bring you
To an eternal Eden.

It seems to me
Like a game
I cannot win

We ran through the meadow
Making sure we had the time of our lives
At the time we were just friends
But I saw more

A few years will go by
But your eyes will still shine brightly
Like the strength of a diamond
Like the tenderness of a flower

I crossed your path
And remained in sight
For a long time
Thinking I’d finally have you in my arms
But I kept on walking
In a different direction
Every time I approached you

What had happened?
That brought me close to you
But made me scared of you,
I lacked the confidence to say
What I felt

You’ll move on
But I’ll remain in your sight
On that path
For as long
As my heart is pumping
Those butterflies
I felt when I first met you

He is a broken soul

Forced himself to believe,

To believe he had everything

But the sad truth,

He had nothing

His mind slowly tormented him,

Into a fate he wasn’t fully aware of.

Everyone knew where he was headed,

But he kept on searching.

To find “perfect” in everything.

But it led to his madness.

To see someone as him,

Tormented,

Day and night,

By his own actions.

She was all he actually had.

And she was a heartless monster.

How is it that the stars got closer?

Just stare past the horizon

And you will see the multitude of planets.

These galaxies are going to collide

All shall end.

I’m trapped in this world,

Looking for someone to guide me to a place

I can call home.

Just look past the horizon.

Can you see?

Somehow I know

That in that other galaxy,

Someone knows me.

Feeling lost

These planets are closer,

I look out into the sky,

I want to be there

How is it that the stars got closer?

I put my hand in the air

I have a feeling…

Our worlds collide.

You came into his life

And he came into yours,

Shy and embarrassed

He wanted to share his love

Wanting to give you everything

And more

Played a role in your life as a friend

Little did you know

That you would be his everything,

He had a wish to tell you it all

His only wish

Those markings

Remind me

Of the time when all I could think of

Was an easy way

To end it all

I saw past the flickering candles

The few that were lit

Around me

I took a shot in the dark

Found a vial

It contained a beautiful death

Was this all a worth it

Tell me what it was

A fateful end or

A sorry end

Made myself to believe,
I was yours
My head was filled with joy.
As I looked in your direction
Saw nothing but regret,
In your eyes.
Just then,
I heard a sound,
A sound so vile
What I heard was my heart,
Torn,
To pieces.
To see you just stand there,
As my hand reach for you,
Calling,
Annihilates my existence.
When I’m gone,
You’ll hear the horrid cry,
Of a man,
With a broken soul.

Letting the evil
Penetrate your skin
Controlling your body
Murder while you sleep
Your hands vile
With the blood of the innocent
Taking lives
While you’re in a deep slumber
Thought your body jerked
But you don’t know the sad truth
Waking up
To not know
Your a murderer

Bring me closer
Reel me in
Take my breath away
Like you always do
Bring me closer
Your eyes draw out,
Whats best
My mind is gone
I’ve gone insane
Bring me closer
Take me in your arms,
I’ll do the same
Lay down
Bring me closer
As our lungs
Reach it’s limit
Refusing air
Happiness
Overwhelms me
To die
In your arms